Grandma who?

Well as of today I became a Grandma for the first time. Unfortunetly I am not allowed to a be that Grandma. For some reason unknown to me Ashley doesn't like me. I am heartbroken over this, it's my worst nightmare come true. Because of this I can't see my grandson or son. They sent me pictures but really no information. In fact Matt didn't even call me even though I kept nicely asking him too. When the baby was born he had Ashley's sister call to tell me. Her whole family and friends have access, but not our family. We were not allowed to go to the shower, which broke my heart. I can just look at pictures of my own grandchild. In fact the more cruel they are the more desperate I become. So now her family thinks I am nuts. Her mom was wanting to call me and read me the riot act for texting Matt. Bring it on , My heart is broken and I am having trouble getting through the days