MOTHER'S DAY

Well, Mother's day is almost over and Matt never called or sent a card, I guess I wasn't a good enough Mother to him. It breaks my heart so much. I cry about this several times a day. I thought about how I am sure they had a special day with her mother. Did he even think about his own Mother?

Grandma who?

Well as of today I became a Grandma for the first time. Unfortunetly I am not allowed to a be that Grandma. For some reason unknown to me Ashley doesn't like me. I am heartbroken over this, it's my worst nightmare come true. Because of this I can't see my grandson or son. They sent me pictures but really no information. In fact Matt didn't even call me even though I kept nicely asking him too. When the baby was born he had Ashley's sister call to tell me. Her whole family and friends have access, but not our family. We were not allowed to go to the shower, which broke my heart. I can just look at pictures of my own grandchild. In fact the more cruel they are the more desperate I become. So now her family thinks I am nuts. Her mom was wanting to call me and read me the riot act for texting Matt. Bring it on , My heart is broken and I am having trouble getting through the days

15 TONS AND WHAT DA YA GET ? ANOTHER DAY OLDER AND DEEPER IN DEBT!

HELLO and WELCOME to my BLOG. I am hoping to write in this fairly often, but I am a PROCRASTINATING- OPTIMIST (kinda like a hyper hypo). Heavy on the PROCRASTINATING!! I have so many thoughts during the day that range from totally off the wall and bizarre, to thought provoking and funny. In other words, lots of FOOD FOR THOUGHT and discussion, at least in my own mind. Which can be a very SCARY (say this in a very scary tone of voice) place to travel through without a GUN, a YUMMY SNACK, and a REFRESHING SODA. So hop in, fasten your seat belts and keep your arms and legs inside the vehicle at all times.